Two weeks down

It is amazing the different emotions I go through from day to day.  The worst has to be frustration.  It's over a month now since I've had to stop taking my HRT and I'm really noticing a difference in how I handle things emotionally.  I don't!

I'm finding I am becoming more and more frustrated with the tiniest things and very easily.

I don't want to be involved in anything at the moment, all I want to do is spend time cleaning and arranging the house and I can't even do that, so, as you can imagine, I haven't been in a very good frame of mind.

I hadn't noticed much change in my weight at all since coming home from the hospital, but then again, I haven't been using much energy either until this last week.

So, I'm now down to 90kg, that's a total of 15kgs down.

Now the measurements:

Bust:       42 1/2"        (Down 1")
Waist:     42"              (Down 2")
Hips:      47"              (Down 1/2")

Neck:   15"                (no change)
Upper Arm:   15"      (up 1/2")
Upper thigh:  27"      (Down 1")

All in all not a lot of change from a week ago so I'm thinking I might start doing my measurements each fortnight then move to monthly for a while.  I think it will be so much more encouraging to watch big changes.

 Now for the horrible photos, but I need these, they show me why I am putting myself through all this.

I really do dislike pictures like this, they're not flattering at all, but they are the cold hard proof of just how big and unhealthy I am, or was, and what I am working with.

But at least I can do myself up now and feel half decent :)  I don't mind puting photos like that up because I haven't felt like dressing up in a very long time :)