So, I am now a week post op and have lost no weight at all since.
My mood is absolutely shocking at the moment. I am not feeling sorry for myself but I am feeling extremely angry at the world and the lack of support I get. Doing one job a day, after being nagged, is NOT helping at all and it's really knocking me out.
My stomach is still quite sore but nothing I can't handle. Thinking I may just have to get in and do it all myself so that it gets done. We have a house inspection on Friday and I can't see me having everything done that needs doing, not at this rate.
I'm still not eating much, I just can't get enough in. I haven't had what I would call a 'full' feeling but have been hungry a hell of a lot. There is something that isn't being satisfied and that is not helping the way I feel either.
I can't get help from my partner because he went out for his Army training on the weekend and badly dislocated his shoulder, poor bugger. I swear the Universe really has it in for us sometimes. It seems every time I have surgery something happens to John as well so we are both useless lol.
I have been trying to research good healthy recipes etc. Not just Vegan foods or Paleo etc, but a broad range, otherwise I won't follow the diet. But I don't want to just do this for me, I wish I could share everything with others and help others eat better so that they didn't have health or weight issues.
I can't wait to get out and walk with Shadow and start enjoying the sunshine but I'm still too sore and so always feeling like it's never going to happen.
Well, sitting at my computer feeling like shit isn't going to help so I better get moving.
Here's to hoping this day gets better. I'm glad I do have somewhere I can whinge and vent and have others understand, otherwise I think I would go nucking futs!
My mood is absolutely shocking at the moment. I am not feeling sorry for myself but I am feeling extremely angry at the world and the lack of support I get. Doing one job a day, after being nagged, is NOT helping at all and it's really knocking me out.
My stomach is still quite sore but nothing I can't handle. Thinking I may just have to get in and do it all myself so that it gets done. We have a house inspection on Friday and I can't see me having everything done that needs doing, not at this rate.
I'm still not eating much, I just can't get enough in. I haven't had what I would call a 'full' feeling but have been hungry a hell of a lot. There is something that isn't being satisfied and that is not helping the way I feel either.
I can't get help from my partner because he went out for his Army training on the weekend and badly dislocated his shoulder, poor bugger. I swear the Universe really has it in for us sometimes. It seems every time I have surgery something happens to John as well so we are both useless lol.
I have been trying to research good healthy recipes etc. Not just Vegan foods or Paleo etc, but a broad range, otherwise I won't follow the diet. But I don't want to just do this for me, I wish I could share everything with others and help others eat better so that they didn't have health or weight issues.
I can't wait to get out and walk with Shadow and start enjoying the sunshine but I'm still too sore and so always feeling like it's never going to happen.
Well, sitting at my computer feeling like shit isn't going to help so I better get moving.
Here's to hoping this day gets better. I'm glad I do have somewhere I can whinge and vent and have others understand, otherwise I think I would go nucking futs!
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